I love you so much Ian. It feels like a lifetime ago since you were here, I think about you everyday and I miss you more than I can explain. Your watch is the most important thing I have and I want you to know it's somewhere I think it will be safest. I just wish I could talk with you now that I'm older, and hear what you're thinking about, what you think of me, what music you like, and all the other shit I never really got a chance to. Or just spend some time with you. But I'm thankful for all the great memories I have of us together, it makes me happy to think of them. You were an amazing and hilarious person, and I wish we could have some more fun together. I fucking love you bruv and I'll never forget about you xxx